It is now 1:47 AM.
I tell you this, o journal, because by the time I go to sleep, the sun will be up and whatever retarded birds that didn't fly south for winter will likely be tweeting their happy fucking tunes in my ears, unaware that they will likely starve to death without the spring's usual harvest of worms. Darwin smiles cruelly; I only snore.
It is the curse of the so-called overachiever to eternally fail. To volunteer for the impossible, and achieve only the mundane. And in doing so, one spirals downward and outward, flinging oneself away from the boundaries of society and into the narcissistic self-loathing depression of failure